My Heart Owes Being Hurt

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Kenapa? Hati ku perlu KAU sakiti? Bila KAU membuatkan aku cinta & sayang pada KAU.
Di manakah salah aku?

Jangan pernah katakan bahwa cintamu hanyalah untukku. Karena kini kau telah membaginya.Maafkan jika memang kini harus ku tinggalkan dirimu.Karena hatiku selalu kau lukai.Tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu.Ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa.Ku menangis membayangkan.betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku.Kau duakan cinta ini, kau pergi bersamanya.Ku menangis melepaskan.Kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku.Harus selalu kau tau akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti.

Wondering..I hard to fall in love with anyone. But when HE makes me in love with him now he says putting everything towards the fates,doesn't it make sense? Do I have to keep on waiting again and again? Instead I know HE is not mine but hers. Why am I into this matter again and again. Why cant I deserved U to be mine forever?Why is my fate is too bad? What is my mistake until I'll been punished like this? I tried hard to be the best to HIM yet i failed. But seems I have been told ;Yes,I'm destroying their love..and now I'm just pretend fine.Even tho I feel sad.I being used for his on life. Its OK. Act and show him that even tho I is now no more in his heart or eyes as cool as ice. If I cant turn back my time for not knowing u. If u don' love me tell me the truth instead of playing  needles and keep on says just wait the fates if I believe in fate,huh...must I wait or just let HIM go? Love? I do. Care? I do. What else?

Lepas baca entry singgah la ke ruang komen , dan seKLIK  juga, TQ.

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