If U know How Deep Is It

4:24 PM Yanty Lee 0 Comments



Lovely Video To Be Watched
Wish I have Someone to share this with but I don't.
Could just say deep in my heart..if U know how much I do really love and care of U.







                


          
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Mungkinkah Ada Yang Terindah Bagi Ku

4:01 PM Yanty Lee 0 Comments


Jika DIA tahu isi hati ku. Jika.....

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu
Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

I started to love listen this song when I started to follow the drama on tv;"Adamaya".I wishes I could have my great man too. But,Yeah!I dont deserved it.
hurm...life love etc are not fated to be with me.

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My Heart Owes Being Hurt

2:16 PM Yanty Lee 0 Comments


Kenapa? Hati ku perlu KAU sakiti? Bila KAU membuatkan aku cinta & sayang pada KAU.
Di manakah salah aku?


Jangan pernah katakan bahwa cintamu hanyalah untukku. Karena kini kau telah membaginya.Maafkan jika memang kini harus ku tinggalkan dirimu.Karena hatiku selalu kau lukai.Tak ada lagi yang bisa ku lakukan tanpamu.Ku hanya bisa mengatakan apa yang ku rasa.Ku menangis membayangkan.betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku.Kau duakan cinta ini, kau pergi bersamanya.Ku menangis melepaskan.Kepergian dirimu dari sisi hidupku.Harus selalu kau tau akulah hati yang telah kau sakiti.

Wondering..I hard to fall in love with anyone. But when HE makes me in love with him now he says putting everything towards the fates,doesn't it make sense? Do I have to keep on waiting again and again? Instead I know HE is not mine but hers. Why am I into this matter again and again. Why cant I deserved U to be mine forever?Why is my fate is too bad? What is my mistake until I'll been punished like this? I tried hard to be the best to HIM yet i failed. But seems I have been told ;Yes,I'm destroying their love..and now I'm just pretend fine.Even tho I feel sad.I being used for his on life. Its OK. Act and show him that even tho I is now no more in his heart or eyes as cool as ice. If I cant turn back my time for not knowing u. If u don' love me tell me the truth instead of playing  needles and keep on says just wait the fates if I believe in fate,huh...must I wait or just let HIM go? Love? I do. Care? I do. What else?

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When LOVE Meaningless

1:12 AM Yanty Lee 0 Comments


This song , the book of this story and the movie; Lagenda Budak Setan really makes me cry and mostly the story flows are alike mine.

Bila Cinta !!


Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu
Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku
Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana
 Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Uuu…
Dalam harapan


"Setiap insan ada perasaan. Jangan datang hanya untuk sementara jika tidak akan bersama. Kerana ianya amat menyakiti. Berterus terang dari terus memainkan hati dan perasaan. Jangan mengungkapkan sekiranyanya ada jodoh antara kita dan jika diri sendiri tidak tahu memutuskan keputusan kehidupan sendiri. Sekiranya sekadar boneka maka pergilah dikau kepadanya agar cintamu ikhlas dibalasnya jua"   -Yanty
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b.o.r.e.d @ k.e.b.o.r.i.n.g.a.n

12:54 AM Yanty Lee 0 Comments


B.o.R.e.D  aka  K.e.B.o.R.i.n.G.a.N

Hurm...Life is so boring. No life! Since I'm single life become more .. and more -> BORED! 
Well,yeah...! Life's must goes on with the flow. I hate this feeling. Damn it. I hate to be apart from my family in Penang. They are the one who give me spirit to chill up and calm me when I'm upset with my problems. I Miss Mummy & Daddy. I want to be transferred to Penang by the year of 2012. A year more for me to gain my experience here. I've been working @ JPA (Jabatan Perkhidmatan Awam) since end of 2008. It was on the 16th Dec 2008 until now.I stay with my eldest sister here at the goverment quarters. Alhamdulillah,the house and the place here peaceful and sometimes its bored.Luckily I do have lots of work to be done in the office. And I often stay back until night. I feel easy working when my clicks and bosses are not around also without incoming phone calls. Even tho I do some of my friends here, I had promise to myself few days back,I cant when out or meeting up them always because they do have their own life especially with their love ones. I felt uncomfortable when I'm around with them.Its because they are testing or on call so I feel I'm disturbing them and even tho they do feel it and says its OK. I need to control my time with them already. I heard most of them are ending their single life soon. So that I wont feel lonely at that time instead of practising by now. I am miss lonely. ~lonelyanty~ :-)) Today, I have to clean up myself so that I can continue my fasting on Monday. I cant online often by using my lappy because I forgotten to pay up my broadband bills-funny right,ain't I? Guess just wait until next paid for August and pay 2months bill directly. As for now, I only online by using my office PC or my sister lappy but its for a short while. And definitely I totally bored! I cant move around easily here.I joined a biz but its all over. I take it as a learning lesson and make me more mature to face more things up in future and even tho only i kept it to myself hows I feel about it. I believed Allah swt are always with me. Even tho hard to face it, I will still. Insyallah there is behind the scene.I will built new life. I will make it real. I'm sad too I keep on loose many stuff in life. But I have to be strong. I care give up easily. The most important is I don't want to see my family sad of me.Insyallah when I went back to Penang, I will try out something to built new life. How hard and difficult it is I have to do it too by my own. That's what I say " Life's must goes on with the flow" in the beginning.I have to cherish n chilling up myself coz i don't have anyone anymore.

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Wishing A Sun To Brighten Up My Days

10:44 PM Yanty Lee 0 Comments




Matahari Ku
Tertutup sudah pintu,
pintu hati ku,
yang pernah dibuka waktu,
hanya untuk mu.
Kini kau pergi,
dari hidup ku,
ku harus relakan mu,
walau aku tak mau.
Berjuta warna pelangi,
didalam hati.
Sejenak luluh bergeming,
menjauh pergi.
Tak ada lagi,
cahaya suci,
semua nada beranjak,
aku terdiam sepi.
Dengarlah matahari ku,
suara tangisan ku,
ku bersedih,
kar’na panah cinta menusuk jantung ku.
Ucapkan matahari ku,
puisi tentang hidup ku,
tentang ku,
yang tak mampu,
menaklukkan waktu.
Oh
Dengarlah matahari ku,
suara tangisan ku,
ku bersedih,
kar’na panah cinta menusuk jantung ku.

This song suites me alot! :-(
Just wish HIM happy with his love ones.Amin!

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Ramadhan 2010

5:01 PM Yanty Lee 0 Comments


Ramadhan 2010


Ramadhan is a special month of the year for over one billion Muslims throughout the world. It is a time for inner reflection, devotion to God, and self-control. Muslims think of it as a kind of tune-up for their spiritual lives. For Muslims, Ramadhan is a "month of blessings" marked by prayer, fasting and charity.Fasting is one of the five pillars of Islam.

Ramadhan 2010 falls on the 11th August 2010. This is my 2nd year where im fasting away from my beloved family and friends in Penang. Its kinda sad actually to apart from them. Well i had to be here seems im being working here about two years back. Frankly im cant stand at all living in Putrajaya its a death high class town.Today was the 6th day for all the Muslims being fasting. I hardly woke up for Sahur before the day is dawn. As for now, i guess i did took some food for Sahur is twice- a bit of rice with fried egg and yesterday;I was on airport duty at 430am early morning so i had to had my Sahur at KLIA Airport - definitely  its McD!! And I have a set of Fillet O Fish while waiting the Indonesia bound students arrived to the check-in counter. The rest of the days, I just woke up to drink some of water and prayers as well & zzzZZZZzzz back before wake up to go to work.Thats gonna be my routine i guess along the Ramadhan.Im quite busy with lotsa work in the office and also airport duty at KLIA to send 2 bunches of group to Indonesia again which is are flying to different university. No matter how tired is my work is I still have to maintain normal life without fall ill during this fasting holy month and also when the Eid Ul Fitr. 



Hoping this Ramadhan will brings be more joys and meaningful of life. Praying hard I will be more peaceful, and keep all those strength to face all matters I have been through along my life here alone. Mistake? Everyone can runaway from doing a mistakes,so do I.What had happen in the past hoping it would be a lesson for me to learn and think more mature and wisely in the future. InsyAllah theres is something indescribable heading in the future. Days by days, im grew up.I have to face lotsa kinda matters heading and I believe and hope I could handle it my own til my last breath without troubling anyone either family, friends too.



Lazy to wake up early morning for Sahur.Yeah! Its me. But when its time to break fast , its like heaven of food surrounding of me. Everything feels wants to eat. Instead of planning this Ramadhan planning to loose weight.Can I make it? No matter what I've to make it real.Its just the 6th day..yeah,i'll do it.But, on the first day I break fast with my sister we ate curry puff , cucur badak , cucur keria and mushroom gravy sauce with spaghetti.Then 2nd day, I went to my ex housemate  house (the 2nd hse i rent b4 got this quarters);Ida & Intan. After work,me & Ida went to Mydin to get some grocery to cook for our break fast such as chicken,cabbage,etc. Well sis Ida the one who know better to cook those dishes. Me & Intan just helped out her. She made Kentucky Fried Chicken , Sambal ala pedas manis , coleslow , Cabbage with egg. She did bought Bandung Cincau but its not really nice-tasteless! After had break fast @ dinner together,they send me home but before went home,we girls drop by at mamak just to hang out. Intan's bf;Izraf Fandi did join us too.I reached home about 11something & get my bathe then get to bed.On the 3rd day,after work I met my colleague,Hafiz.We both break fast at Lot 10 together.Sis Ida not around she went to Nilai to break fast with her boyfriend.It was raining,luckily its Friday! TGIF!-yeah!Thank God Its Friday! ;-) Both of us eat white rice with Telur Bungkus,Tomyam Campur,Kailan Ikan Masin,etc. After break fast we have to rush to go home.My friend wants to go for the terawih prayers at his hse nearby mosque. I went home with fulled stomach. And just took my bathe n sleep.


@ LOT 10 , Bangi

The lovely day begins here were by most of us are together to break fast at my hse.Ida,Hafiz,Fiza come over to my place.4 of us did went to Pasar Tani @ Precint 2 to get some of dishes while my sis at home is not feeling well but did boiled potatoes and cook rice.We peps bought Ayam Masak Merah.Kerang Bakar.Kerabu Taugeh.Paru.Ayam Goreng.Karipap Sardin&Ayam.Popia Basah.Air Bandung Cincau.Kurma.Sayur Kubis+EGG+Ubi Kentang.Telur Dadar.(Last 2 meal was cooked by the Chef Ida). This is really freaking crazy meal of break fast. Damn fulled!



Our meals on the 4th day of Ramadhan
HERE THEY ARE!
Sis Ida & Sis Fiza
The Photographer
I cant sleep well yet I have to work at 430am-Airport duty @KLIA.When home about 8-9am tried hard to sleep back n today I , Ida & Hafiz did break fast only nearby Putrajaya-at Desa Pinggiran Putra near a lake.Today again they come over to break fast togehter. Intan did joined us. Varieties of meal as usual such as curry puff , choc cookies , dates , daging salai lemak , kacang botol , paru, telur goreng kicap, telur masin , ikan bilis&kentang masak pedas, air jambu asam boi, air cincau,etc. Oh god,its only the 6th day,the meals i had would make sense to loose weight but I'm hoping after this I'll control my amount of food and type of food too. I have too.


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Bila Gadis Jujur Pada Lelaki

9:01 AM Yanty Lee 2 Comments


"Hubungan Cinta Yang Terjalin Sememangnya Menjadi Saat Yang Paling Indah Buat Pasangan Yang Sedang Bercinta"
Bila Gadis Jujur Pada Lelaki
1. Si dia habiskan hujung minggu bersama kamu.
2. Menghubungi kamu saban waktu.
3. Berkongsi hobi bersama.
4. Tidak berkira,terutamanya dalam hal yang berkaitan dengan wang ringgit.
5. Sanggup bertolak ansur.
6. Menjalinkan hubungan baik dengan ibu bapa dan adik beradik kamu.
7. Tidak melenting andai kau mahu keluar bersama rakan untuk menonton perlawanan bola sepak.
8. Si dia mendahulukan kamu dalam apa sahaja situasi.
9. Kenalkan kamu pada rakan-rakan rapatnya.
10. Kenalkan kamu pada keluarganya.
11. Sanggup berkongsi hobi meskipun itu bukan minatnya yang sebenar.
12. Boleh berkongsi mengenai apa sahaja.
13. Boleh hidup susah senang bersama dengan kamu.
14. Mempercayai kamu meskioun kamu bertugas di luar kawasan.
15. Mengingati tarikh-tarikh penting dalam hidupmu.
16. Mahu mendengar suaramu setiap kali dirinya ingin melelapkan mata.
17. Tidak kisah dengan kekurangan atau kelemahan yang ada pada diri mu.
18. Sentiasa memberi nasihat dan galakan kamu untuk memajukan diri.
19. Si dia menghormati kamu sebagai seorang lelaki dan kekasih hati.
20. Prihatin terhadap dirimu termasuk manjaga kamu ketika kamu sedang sakit.
::Buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta-Setulus hatimu bisa menerima-Sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki-Bukan sekadar bersama -Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta-Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama-Jauhi diriku,-lupakanlah aku-Jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi cinta-Tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama-Jauhi diriku,-lupakanlah aku selamanya::
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|oë brings many tears, regrets and heartbreaks. Be careful on who you pick, the one who truly |oës you is the one that never says they will |oë you forever but love you until death do us part! I'm sick of !



Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop!!Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same.And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you. I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi or even smile at me because I know, even if its just for a second, that I've crossed your mind.Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.The soul mate is what we aspire to and like to understand about us, is what we deem to be perfection, purity and endless regarding our own being. The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love someone else.If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go.If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime.I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go. Things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right. You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.If a relationship is to evolve, it must go through a series of endings.To say the truth, reason and love keep little company together now-a-days. Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs. Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers eyes. Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers tears. 

What is it else? A madness most discreet, a choking gall and a preserving sweet.When love begins to sicken and decay it uses an enforced ceremony. Nuptial love makes mankind; friendly love perfects it; but wanton love corrupts and debases it.Never try to define love. Once defined love is confined. Once confined -- It dies. Love is an expression and assertion of self-esteem, a response to one's own values in the person of another. One gains a profoundly personal, selfish joy from the mere existence of the person one loves. It is one's own personal, selfish happiness that one seeks, earns, and derives from love.Two separate, distinct personalities, not separate at all, but inextricably bound, soul and body and mind, to each other, how did we get so far apart so fast?Love is blind. It will take over your mind. What you think is love, is truly not. You need to elevate your mind.Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up.In love, unlike most other passions, the recollection of what you have had and lost is always better than what you can hope for in the future.Pushing away doesn't cause things to come together, all it causes is for things to be pushed away.All the little emptiness of love!

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